A question without answer

July 2nd, 2007

I bumped into Ivan, a friend of DH. He asked when is he coming back here. Honestly, I am equally blurry. That’s a question that I wished I have the answer.

I have given up asking for a date or a plan. Plan and schedule apparently are not found in some dictionaries and have different connotations in some other dictionaries. One thing I am pretty sure is a plan is not a plan when the dates keep shifting. Honestly, I don’t really know the person I  am married to.

It’s going to be our anniversary of living apart. Desperation and hopelessness moved in the spare bedroom for months. Through thick and thin, my family were there to support and encourage, and I learnt the reality of human hearts and who were the people I should never associate with.